Pole dancer, nerd, solitary eclectic, metaphysical enthusiast, and ex-music major. This is my life, this is my blog.

16th September 2014

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HEY HORRIBLE ANXIETY THAT GIVES ME HEARTBURN AND INSOMNIA.

I MISSED YOU!

I CAN’T TAKE MY FUCKING MEDS BECAUSE I CAN’T AFFORD TO MISS AN ALARM OR HAVE A KLONOPIN HANG OVER THANKS.

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16th September 2014

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let’s talk about the physical affects of chronic anxiety because they’re hardly ever acknowledged

little-smoochie-owl:

baby-snakes:

tombtea:

  • upset stomach and vomiting
  • ulcers
  • muscle aches
  • chronic fatigue
  • hormonal problems
  • irregular menstrual cycles
  • insomnia
  • infections
  • lowered immune system
  • migraines
  • shortness of breath
  • dizziness
  • heart palpitations
  • teeth-grinding
  • rashes

it is a lot more than just “feeling anxious “

thank you.

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16th September 2014

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Putting in 2 week’s notice tomorrow

Not sure if my boss is going to be ok with it, or if he’s just going to throw me out that moment because he’s too angry to deal with one of his people leaving.

My thought is he’ll get angry enough that he’ll tell me to leave and not come back, and that they’ll send me last check and never step foot in the salon again and then 2 days later I’ll get a call asking for me to come back and finish out my two weeks…

So yeah… we’ll see how this goes.

15th September 2014

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PUSSYJUICELUBE.COM, 100% NATURAL LUBE JUICE →

mindsuckr:

polepixie:

mindsuckr:

Super NSFW.

I just came across this today.  It is a company that makes lubrication with actual vaginal secretions from women.  They even have a section on the site where you can learn how to submit your own “samples” and get paid for it.  I can’t imagine that they pay the girls much for it though, maybe $5 tops for each sample?  I’m filled with so many questions and no answers.

Is it wrong I immediately considered selling mine. Hey, $5 is $5….

PLEASE sign up for it.  I really want to know the details about it.  Also, if you get other people to sign up they give you $20 per person.  Get friends and family in on the deal!

Imma make a burner e-mail address to contact them and such, but just talked it over with Joe and he said “Well, it sounds super unsanitary on their end, but hell, do they want any of my juices?” So I guess that means it’s a go…. 

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15th September 2014

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PUSSYJUICELUBE.COM, 100% NATURAL LUBE JUICE →

mindsuckr:

Super NSFW.

I just came across this today.  It is a company that makes lubrication with actual vaginal secretions from women.  They even have a section on the site where you can learn how to submit your own “samples” and get paid for it.  I can’t imagine that they pay the girls much for it though, maybe $5 tops for each sample?  I’m filled with so many questions and no answers.

Is it wrong I immediately considered selling mine. Hey, $5 is $5….

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15th September 2014

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co-ver:

Video games are great, they let you try your craziest fantasies. For example, on the sims, you can have a job and a house

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15th September 2014

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Got the job

Got the job in the hospitality industry, but it’s a $1 pay cut. It was going to be a $2 pay cut, but I negotiated up, which I’m really proud of myself for doing because.. you know, anxiety and such.

I figure I might as well take it just to get away from the salon and the going nowhere mentality of that salon. At least in hotels it’s easier to get promotions and I’m not going to take such verbal abuse. 

15th September 2014

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14th September 2014

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seafoamandcobblestone:

DOO

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14th September 2014

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I’m so excited.

One of my friends has a high-priestess moving in with her in November, and they’re willing to take Joe and I in even though we live an hour and a half away. I’m so excited to actually join a coven!